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Words I Never Said

by Ella Vos

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1.
White Noise 03:43
Pushing against the grain Watch the clock tick and fade Pray for a different scene We can ask but won’t receive But you apologize over and over You don’t want to hear Cause it’s all white noise swallowing me Takin’ your high horse and I’ll be free Cause it’s all white noise swallowing me Maybe we’ll know why eventually We see through the stars Burning in the atmosphere Down on the boulevard Tell me what I want to hear But you apologize over and over You don’t want to know Cause it’s all white noise swallowing me Takin’ your high horse and I’ll be free Cause it’s all white noise swallowing me Maybe we’ll know why eventually
2.
You were talkin’ all the way home Driving through another state Blow silence out the window Every time I try to escape Cos my mind wonders where you won’t go Looking for peace we'll never find I’ve been living, I’ve been living, With words I never said With words I never said I’ve been living, I’ve been living, With words I never said With words I never said
3.
Rearrange 03:06
Pressing my way to the surface Wonder if I’ll ever feel you close Stuck in my head I can’t get out Can you be sure that I’m worth it Maybe we’ll never even know All we can do is work it out So I rearrange, I try to change for you But you stay the same, no matter what I do We drift away, into the deepest blue And I can’t explain, everything that I do So I rearrange Finding our feet in a strange place Everyone whispers in my room I hold my breath to feel alive Can you be sure it’s the right way When everything comes a day too soon And you never remember the last time Slowly speakin’ under your breath Faded voices swallow the rest So I rearrange, I try to change for you But you stay the same, no matter what I do We drift away, into the deepest blue And I can’t explain, everything that I do So I rearrange
4.
Off and away, carry me down the road in the morning Looking for signs, make conversation, don’t, wanna be boring You’re drifting like the clouds, and I, just watch What can you tell me now? Before, we’re lost Cause I know you care so tell me that you do Cause I know you care don't leave me in the blue Do you remember listenin’ to words we never said? Cause I know you care so tell me that you do Waitin’ around, holding a weight, no one can imagine Scared of the fall, crumbling down, we’ll just let it happen You’re drifting like the clouds, and I, just watch What can you tell me now? Before, we’re lost Ray of light, round and round, but you never sing Ray of light, all around, can’t you let me in Cause I know you care so tell me that you do Cause I know you care don't leave me in the blue Do you remember listenin’ to words we never said? Cause I know you care so tell me that you do
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You don't know what you talk about It's all lies that come out your mouth Cause I wake up this my body this is my war We can't wait til you come around Say what you're gonna say I don't care anyway You don't know about me You don't know how hard I try You don't know about me Why the hell should you decide? You don't know about everything going on inside You don't know about me You don't know about me You don't know about me You know I don't care what you think I get high don’t say anything Cause I wake up this is my body this is my war Can't we try to change everything Say what you're gonna say I don't care anyway You don't know about me You don't know how hard I try You don't know about me Why the hell should you decide? You don't know about everything going on inside You don't know about me You don't know about me You don't know about me
7.
Slippin off the edge Out of phase Watchin you pretend We’re ok Every weekend we hitchhike to hell And you only think of yourself If we’re going down, we’re going down in flames Flyin round the highway, tryna get away Don’t speak, I’ll try to save us from ourselves If we're going down, we’re going down in flames Going down in flames Burning on your tongue Every minute We were too young Couldn’t see it Every weekend we hitchhike to hell And you only think of yourself If we’re going down, we’re going down in flames Flyin round the highway, tryna get away Don’t speak, I’ll try to save us from ourselves If we’re going down, we’re going down in flames Going down in flames Do you dream about me, Looking to buy gold? Do you dream about me, about me, about me? If we’re going down, we’re going down in flames Flyin round the highway, tryna get away Don’t speak, I’ll try to save us from ourselves If we’re going down, we’re going down in flames Going down in flames
8.
You get home from work like a kite in a hurricane Too many thoughts are clouding up everything Why do we always learn the hard way? Why've we been here and gone again? Cause I'll stand in your corner Cause I'll stand in your corner Coulda done more, shoulda been there, no more wastin' precious time Cause I'll stand in your corner Stay by my side, you're walking against the wind Look through my eyes, I'm going where you ain't been Why do we always learn the hard way? Why've we been here and gone again? Cause I'll stand in your corner Cause I'll stand in your corner Coulda done more, shoulda been there, no more wastin' precious time Cause I'll stand in your corner Lean on my windowsill, look at how far we've come And everywhere we'll go Cause I'll stand in your corner Cause I'll stand in your corner Coulda done more, shoulda been there, no more wastin' precious time Cause I'll stand in your corner
9.
Can we talk more to one another? I'm missin the days when we felt younger Now all I hear is a distant echo Turning your back when your eyes look yellow Follow me into the night I'll be here til you’re alright Stay close little brother I know your true colors When the world don't listen you can call my name Stay close little brother You look so calm before the storm Saw you go down tryna stand up tall Your heart’s too big that's why you suffer Can we talk more to one another? Follow me into the night I'll be here til you’re alright Stay close little brother I know your true colors When the world don't listen you can call my name Stay close little brother
10.
Every song isn’t about you I wasn’t settlin’ a score Sending postcards from a city You’ve never been here before And my mind wonders in the distance Lookin’ for truth between the lines I’ve been living, always living, With words I never said With words I never said I’ve been living, always living, With words I never said With words I never said
11.
Suddenly 03:25
Watching, all the trucks go By the window, you’re dreamin’ Lay there, counting heartbeats After two weeks, you’re wondrin’ Cause in a flash, I could feel your pulse inside my own The rain, was pouring down And suddenly, you’re what I need Despite the sorrow, I was new again tomorrow And there you were, watching me, Like you don’t know Everywhere you go I’ll follow Smile, a little longer Feelin’ younger, now you’re here Dreading, every Sunday While you still pray, evermore Cause in a flash, the sun, was shining down Closing out the old days, Did I pray, I wonder And suddenly, you’re what I need Despite the sorrow, I was new again tomorrow And there you were, watching me, Like you don’t know Everywhere you go I’ll follow

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released January 23, 2018

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Ella Vos Los Angeles, California

Ella Vos’ lyrics and otherworldly vocals clearly transcend the Indie Pop genre. Ella’s music explores motherhood, postpartum depression, reproductive rights, a lymphoma diagnosis and divorce. Acclaimed for her dreamy soundscape, she has received over 300 million streams independently. Ella’s 3rd LP “Superglue”, written and produced with Tommy English is available everywhere now. ... more

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